haha umm ..

i guess. what i saw of it lol it seemed like it was all action and no plot line?

hello hellooo how have you been?

[jc1193]

I didn't go to my homecoming either. There are better things to do then watch people grind on eachother to horrible music.

I turn 16 next month and I've never been with anyone either, you're not alone.

closeyoureyes got blocked from a diary of this girl I was close to. So I deleted it and made sixfeetunderthestars...Then I stopped receiving e-mails from MDD.
So I figured it was my account. I was wrong.
Comcast wouldn't receive the confirmation e-mail.
So I made a new e-mail on gmail...
And BAM!
xxLookAtMeNow was born. :)

-Jessy

Haha. I know! Long time, no talk! lol.
How're you?

-Jessy

Maybe she is too shy to talk to you...but I am sure she likes you. try going up and talking to her yourself.

Best of Wishes,

LibraVamp

WYATT!
Do you remember a girl on here named Jessy?
And her username was closeyoureyes?
At all?

If so...
Hi!
It's me. :)
Jessy.
I got a new one, because some shitt went down.
Twice. lol

-Jessy

Crush up viagra and slip it into their water... it'd be halarious! then tell me how it went 'cause im so considering doing it.

the clarinet!!!!!!!!!! my best friend plays too so that's cool

idkk. tell me EVERYTHING.


like everything that is going wrong everything youre worried about. if you want maybe that would help. i dont know, i feel awful that i can't help you!!!!!!!!!

i guess things are going better for me, but once they do i have an awful habit of making them worse again.

ehhh. so how are you wyatt? i'm worried about you

"i feel like i'm a horrible person and idk if thats true but thats how i feel and also idk if this is how i want my life and idk how to fix it. i guess why i feel i need to be fixed is because i hate my life and i do think i should hate it."

Why do you feel that you're a horrible person?  Why do you hate your life?  What's going on to make you feel so unhappy?

Well...what's wrong with you and what are you trying to fix?

hahah idk but you won't have to worry about anything.










sooooo omg. zach asked if i wanted to go to his house sometime and watch a scary movie :) because i said i feel safe watching them with someone else. aw lol...but asdlkfjas idk. i'm the most complicated person when it comes to liking someone and like i'll like them for a week and then find one little thing about them that i DONT and i won't stop thinking about it. it's terrible of me lol

I used to cut, and sometimes I'm still suicidal.
I probably can't offer much advise, other than suicide attempts/cutting
don't help. They only make everything so much worse.
Everyone is fucked up, in their own way.
Why do you feel like you need to fix yourself?

he dated a girl who goes to our youth group too and that was what didn't work with them



but i guess you're right, its worth a try

haha thanks, I do try.

cutting works the same way as scratching an itch. by breaking the skin you are able to temporarily repress something bad. by scratching; a masquito bite, eczema, dirt on your skin, a rash. by cutting; your bad day, your rough child hood, your parents divorce, your ex girlfriend.. the trick is though, the itch, or the hurt, will keep coming back. which is why cutting, along with scratching does not work. but totally beats suicide

man that's really sad. i know a boy who's dad killed himself and i didn't really know what to say to him when i found out. but i felt i had to say something, because his locker was right beside mine, i saw him between almost every class. i didn't end up saying anything, my friend did. i guess i feel sort of bad, i know him a little better now than i did then. and i feel real bad for him, cuz he's like an alcoholic and stuff. yea it's pretty sad stuff.. but i guess there's not much you can say when stuff like that happens, except sorry..

love.venus

I went through the same thing. 3 weeks ago my best friend told me she lost her virginity to his guy [I still have never met him, but she only knew him for a few weeks before the had s..x]. I know the feeling.

i've always wanted to be in a band.. seems like it would be so fun.

so yay for being in a band! hope you have fun! lol

love.venus

that is super fab wyatttttt. what is the name of the band??

also i like the song chop suey

hola mi amigo...i think you should ask her once you get to know her and if you like her. you are lucky lol..

so how was your dayyy??? i had a pretty good day i guess. okay well it's 9 which meanns im gonna go watch an hour long tv show and go to bed. lol okay so goodnight ill check this tomorrow.

good im glad he helped. and girls are bitchy to other girls i guess. i prefer being friends with guys though most of the time

i feel SLIGHTLY better!! thank you for the good wishes :)

and lol it's freeeezing in my house right now. i like it when it's cold though, to curl up and watch movies. i only like scary movies if i'm with someone else though ha. unless it's a vampire movie because they don't scare meeee i loooooove vampires..isn't that creepy? lol

hey wyatt-

just so you know, don't text me until i tell you it's okay because my phone is being a whore and won't work. haha so i should be getting a new one in a few days here, but yeah. thanks.. i hope you are having a fab day :) :) :)

1. find someone else
2. ignore her
3. let him have her
4. Breath--love ya!! Anne

America has always been screwed and will always been screwed. That is one of the reasons I plan on moving to Australlia when I get out of school.

I dont think Obahma will win...hate to bring race into it but the world is not ready for a black president...dont get me on that subject the world sees a persons color even if that is not what he claims to be.

Also Americans are discussed he would not even acknowledge the US flag...so in that resperspect alone he should step down.

McCain might of F***** up when picking Palin as VP, but I look at the alternative..I would rather have McCain voted in ..he served his country, tells it like it is and is not making promises that will never be kept.  he keeps it real and i think that scares people  because they want to live in this fantasy world and believe all that Obahma is telling them. 

Obahma needs to stop telling the people what they want to hear and start telling them how it will be...then lets see who will win.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
newho..i hopeu  had a great time at warped tour!! iw anted to go so bad..!
maybe not talking to ashely would be ag ood thing. at least until you figure out how ur feeling with everything.
i hope things work out for the best
take care
Sammi

why dont u go out with her and take a time with each other.

dont stop talking with her.if you hate,just be friends with her.

dont let u or her be a heartbreaker ok!!

try to fix problem and not just give up with it.

Keep her as a friend. There is no need to break her off. Friendship can still be there, can it?

-Jovonnah Bunny Rabbit (Pyromaniac Bunny)